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:( [Update: Going away, and all the more angsty]

Tue Jul 8, 2008, 8:31 PM
I'm going to be out of town from the 11th to the 24th. Leave me messages and stuff and I'll get back to you on the 25th.

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A couple of things:

I've not been in very good moods recently. Sorry to those around me...

I'm in one of those moods now.

I've completely lost any sense of style I used to have in my work. I don't think I'll ever get it back.. On top of that, I have art block at the moment. Just what I need..

Six weeks. Alright. I don't know how I'm gonna deal with it. But he's gonna be gone six weeks. And I have to not completely hole myself up just because of that.. I may need help with that. :\ Less than one month left now.. I don't know what I was thinking, saying I would need help. No one ever bothers to help me.

I still don't know where the hell I'm going to school next year. Leave behind the pain but also the happiness to start from scratch, or live through the bad to have the good and stay with my small group of friends? I'm going to ASFA. I don't have a choice anymore. I can always quit halfway through the year, but I would feel bad if I did..

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Sorry for the crap journal, just ignore it. Whatever. This'll probably stay up for, you guessed it, six weeks.

I'd be surprised if most of you even bothered to read this far. Or read at all. I know this is really angsty, but what the hell, I'm having a hard time and I have no one to talk to face-to-face and no where else to vent.

I think I'll keep a tracker, because I'm pathetically lonely. 21 days as of Sunday, June 22.

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Requests

Please, for me, request something. I need the practice and the motivation. Kind of strange.. an artist asking her watchers to request something of her. But that's me, strange to the core. So for the love of god, request artwork.

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Line art for ~Dargquon [link]
Kira for ~KiraMizuka [link]
Helios for ~crashkid77 not started yet
Kiriban for ~Dargquon not started yet
References for *vintage-aerith for my commission - [link] and [link]
Trade with *KOLDleBLUE sketched [link]
ID for myself [link]
Apalachicola comic
Blue Fetish comic

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  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Minutes to Midnight - Linkin Park

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Mood: Sympathy *KiraMizuka Jun 17, 2008, 11:49:44 AM
I'm sorry you're not in the best of moods :(. But six weeks will go by before you know it :). It is summer after all. In the meantime, come up with some hobbies to keep yourself occupied. Work on your drawing, for example. Your talent never really goes away, and I know this for a fact. There are just some days for me, when drawing seems impossible, but in time, It starts coming back to me. Also, try and talk to somebody about it. A close friend, maybe. They'll listen.

And, by the way, I think you should stick with band and drawing! ;) It just seems more like your thing. I mean, I don't think I could ever be a better clarinet player than you. :) I mean, I can hardly play any of the notes for God's sake! :P You'll be okay. ^_^

Take care! :hug:
~KiraMizuka

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~crashkid77 Jun 17, 2008, 3:33:20 PM
Sorry about the way things are going. I wish there was something your role-model could do to help.

And how exactly do you edit journals? I've tried and failed many a time (call me stupid... no seriously, please do...)

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Death is a sweet slumber, all the pain of life is gently swept away. Ah, yes. So you see... if all life were to end in Spira, all suffering would end, don't you see?
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*KiraMizuka Jun 17, 2008, 3:35:52 PM
Aww, Mason! You're not stupid. Don't keep beating yourself up like this! I hate to see you do that! :(

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~Rel-chan Jun 17, 2008, 3:48:22 PM
Jesus Mason. You're in the freaking top 10 class rankings. You're not stupid, all evidence points against you.
Click on 'Update Journal.' On the right, next to the space you have to write your new journal, it lists the titles of all your old journals. Next to the titles will be two buttons: Edit and Delete. Just click Edit and there you go! Edit away.

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I'm not broken, I'm just missing a few pieces...
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Mood: Sadness ~Angel9009 Jun 17, 2008, 7:41:27 PM
hey honey sorry to hear that yeah i kinda got the same shit going on my writing is not so good and im starting to hate it....my art well...nothing new has been added in like forever cause it seems i cant bring anything togather...But yeah sweet just give it time and DON'T give up!

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~crashkid77 Jun 18, 2008, 10:45:16 AM
Thanks a bunch.

And academic intelligence is one thing. Logic/common sense, je suis un fou

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Death is a sweet slumber, all the pain of life is gently swept away. Ah, yes. So you see... if all life were to end in Spira, all suffering would end, don't you see?
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Mood: Christmas Spirited ~crashkid77 Jun 21, 2008, 11:03:42 AM
Since you request requests, could I commission you to create a sketch of Helios (please refer to the Prologue of Cirque du Vie for a description). I'd love to see your take on it...

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Death is a sweet slumber, all the pain of life is gently swept away. Ah, yes. So you see... if all life were to end in Spira, all suffering would end, don't you see?
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~Rel-chan Jun 21, 2008, 3:44:30 PM
I'll do it, gladly. Thanks.

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I'm not broken, I'm just missing a few pieces...
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~crashkid77 Jun 22, 2008, 2:06:42 PM
*<:{)> (santa emoticon thing)

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Death is a sweet slumber, all the pain of life is gently swept away. Ah, yes. So you see... if all life were to end in Spira, all suffering would end, don't you see?
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